Apprehension probably isn’t the best word to describe my state right now.
I’m head fucked. My ex girlfriend is getting married in a week and I don’t know how to take it. I was taking it ok until very recently, it just ticked to me that its actually happening.
My friends tell me that she is a bad person, she cheated on me, but forgetting that, she really was a good girlfriend. She really took care of me and I’ve been lonely since.
I can’t express my feelings any more and its killing me.